what is the root of masculinity R:1 / I:1What gives rise to the culture of masculinity?
Are there masculine sensations you have felt, that you are confident you would have felt even without growing up in a masculine culture?
There was this sorta cute, pretty smart girl I knew. I knew I could have had her, maybe her girlfriend too. I didn't, for my own neurotic reasons. I look at her now and realize she's grown fat. Borderline irreparable. Maybe she isn't even with the same girl anymore, maybe she's growing old alone and fat. I'm a healthy living kind of guy, I still get mistaken for a kid a decade younger than I am.
In this, I feel a masculine urge through regret.
I should have taken her. I deserved to take her. I had a duty to master her. I should have seized her and made her thrive. Made her watch her weight, made her life more interesting than a food addiction.
Clearly nobody else did it. I wouldn't have been treading on anybody else's toes if I took two girls I felt some affinity towards and gave them some affection. I wouldn't be more mentally drained by it either, I have plenty of love to give. I doubt that being stingy with my capacity to love has helped it grow.
So I made some miscalculations, but at least I finally get what people mean when they talk about a nurturing male archetype.
Are there masculine sensations you have felt, that you are confident you would have felt even without growing up in a masculine culture?
There was this sorta cute, pretty smart girl I knew. I knew I could have had her, maybe her girlfriend too. I didn't, for my own neurotic reasons. I look at her now and realize she's grown fat. Borderline irreparable. Maybe she isn't even with the same girl anymore, maybe she's growing old alone and fat. I'm a healthy living kind of guy, I still get mistaken for a kid a decade younger than I am.
In this, I feel a masculine urge through regret.
I should have taken her. I deserved to take her. I had a duty to master her. I should have seized her and made her thrive. Made her watch her weight, made her life more interesting than a food addiction.
Clearly nobody else did it. I wouldn't have been treading on anybody else's toes if I took two girls I felt some affinity towards and gave them some affection. I wouldn't be more mentally drained by it either, I have plenty of love to give. I doubt that being stingy with my capacity to love has helped it grow.
So I made some miscalculations, but at least I finally get what people mean when they talk about a nurturing male archetype.
serial killer stuff R:4 / I:4In 2016, a man was arrested in Guatemala, accused of killing 21 women. His name was Gustavo Porta-Cuesta Fuentes, he was 31 years old and lived on the Guatemalan coast.
In the extensive backyard of his house they found more than a dozen bodies/bones belonging to young women.
Porta-Cuesta was a civil servant and held a high position in the government, so the case was hushed up and all records disappeared. Even his name was erased. Therefore, there is no information left on the web about this case.
He was sentenced to hang and was expected to be executed around 2022.
What happened is that, in the middle of this year I received a file containing a folder with several sound pieces. Porta-Cuesta was an amateur musician and recorded experimental music on weird albums by the pseudonym LFC. The content of this was leaked and I am making this file available on the internet.
The download is free and clean. The material is very strange, listen at your own risk.
The link is this: https://www.mediafire.com/file/bq9w4rgn8ud1mvj/ALBUMS_-_LFC.rar/file
(FUCK YOUR SHITTY CREEPYPASTA)
In the extensive backyard of his house they found more than a dozen bodies/bones belonging to young women.
Porta-Cuesta was a civil servant and held a high position in the government, so the case was hushed up and all records disappeared. Even his name was erased. Therefore, there is no information left on the web about this case.
He was sentenced to hang and was expected to be executed around 2022.
What happened is that, in the middle of this year I received a file containing a folder with several sound pieces. Porta-Cuesta was an amateur musician and recorded experimental music on weird albums by the pseudonym LFC. The content of this was leaked and I am making this file available on the internet.
The download is free and clean. The material is very strange, listen at your own risk.
The link is this: https://www.mediafire.com/file/bq9w4rgn8ud1mvj/ALBUMS_-_LFC.rar/file
(FUCK YOUR SHITTY CREEPYPASTA)
fun with toys R:3 / I:3Was gonna do this thread on 4chan, but those niggers are too busy gooning to have any fun anymore. I wasted an afternoon fucking around with some figures I had lying around and realized this was the closest I've been to having fun playing since I was a kid. Post your toys anon, or any toy related memes you got.
R:8 / I:8Sum 41 has always made consistently whiny pop-punk crap; I remember them being played on an alt radio station some years ago alongside Fallout Boy (worse) and the Offspring (a little better). I haven't listened to them since In Too Deep was popular, but I listened to Fake My Own Death recently and it is more of the same, but the horrible part is the music video.
They chose to add in a bunch of transparent gifs and pngs of "relevant" internet phenomena and memes, and it looks like garbage. What is it about internet references being used five years past their sell-by date makes them seem especially dated whereas other pop-culture references aren't as much? The Hell Song music video is just a bunch of celebrities and references surrounding them, but it's overall easier to watch and entertaining.
Is it the medium? The industry? The people?
They chose to add in a bunch of transparent gifs and pngs of "relevant" internet phenomena and memes, and it looks like garbage. What is it about internet references being used five years past their sell-by date makes them seem especially dated whereas other pop-culture references aren't as much? The Hell Song music video is just a bunch of celebrities and references surrounding them, but it's overall easier to watch and entertaining.
Is it the medium? The industry? The people?
R:12 / I:12>be moi
>decide to try out Windows 11
>they try to force me use a Microsoft account
>look it up on my phone
>unplug Ethernet cable and reboot pc
>magically there's an no-account option now
>have to manually uncheck around 15 options that tell me how they'd have spied on me otherwise
>they still do it
>some of them you can't even disable
>get in
>immediately met with a bunch of pop-ups
>they literally pop up every few seconds or minutes
>decide to download firefox
>open Edge Internet browser
>like 8 pop-ups at once on the home screen
>close all of it and download firefox
>look in task manager
>edge is still up and running
>turns out Edge probably spies on everything you do on your computer too because why not
>there's probably 17 non-essential processes all running in the bg on this fresh install
>whatever.jpg
>go to set a screensaver
>computer starts scolding me about climate change
Ok this REALLY sucks
I thought it was a joke that w11 sucked turbococks.
>decide to try out Windows 11
>they try to force me use a Microsoft account
>look it up on my phone
>unplug Ethernet cable and reboot pc
>magically there's an no-account option now
>have to manually uncheck around 15 options that tell me how they'd have spied on me otherwise
>they still do it
>some of them you can't even disable
>get in
>immediately met with a bunch of pop-ups
>they literally pop up every few seconds or minutes
>decide to download firefox
>open Edge Internet browser
>like 8 pop-ups at once on the home screen
>close all of it and download firefox
>look in task manager
>edge is still up and running
>turns out Edge probably spies on everything you do on your computer too because why not
>there's probably 17 non-essential processes all running in the bg on this fresh install
>whatever.jpg
>go to set a screensaver
>computer starts scolding me about climate change
Ok this REALLY sucks
I thought it was a joke that w11 sucked turbococks.
New place with a lot of info R:1 / I:1Hello there, I hope you are doing.
Just wanted to let you know that I've been using the hidden wiki to find a lot of stuff which is useful for what I do, but I recently knew about this V3 link, which contains a lot of new info, and maybe someone can give it a shot if you are curious and didn't know about the new stuff there.
Just wanted to let you know that I've been using the hidden wiki to find a lot of stuff which is useful for what I do, but I recently knew about this V3 link, which contains a lot of new info, and maybe someone can give it a shot if you are curious and didn't know about the new stuff there.